'Till Death
Somewhere you learned that your relationship is where your truth goes to die.
That you have to hide so you don't lose love. That the power you've been afraid to own would change everything. The grief and shame you can't let yourself feel, lest it tear you apart. The intimacy you long for, and have never known how to ask for.
You used the relationship to stay small. Then it became the place you hid from yourself.
Your relationship can also be where your truth comes to burn, play, and finally live.
How much of you got left at the door so the loving could stay easy?
Most couples trade their fire for certainty. Yours can get wilder, truer, more awake.
Two whole people choosing each other; each a mirror and witness.
Followed honestly, eros leads you somewhere truer than comfort.
Let the parts that have served their purpose die, so your truest relationship can be born.
Your vulnerable truth is the ground real love stands on. Boundaries are a gift, desires beautiful.
With Atilla, Jen, or both.
PhD in social psychology, bridging rigorous science with mystical arts. A decade of close work with individuals, couples and groups, where love stops being polite. Devoted to making ecstatic love with the full spectrum of life, guiding couples into a path of eros, truth, and play.
More about AtillaMaster's in somatic psychology and body psychotherapy, specializing in trauma healing and spiritual awakening. Trained in EMDR, parts work, and PACT couples therapy, with initiation in earth-based wisdom traditions. A decade at the intersection of attachment repair, embodiment, and mystery.
EllowynLaurenRose.com'Till Death do you part from every part of you that was going to die hiding anyway.
From late July to early September, Atilla is in Gabon, apprenticing in the Bwiti tradition. Conversations begin on his return.